Randoms :)

Something I doodled during re

Forgot what Digimon this is. (2007)

Koi fish!! >.<

Elephant

Kangaroo and Joey :)

Horse

Paintball Forms

Just an update.
There are TWO forms you have to fill in, a consent and a witness form

Indemnity Form: http://www.actionpaintball.com/forms/ind_syd_16.pdf
Consent Form: http://www.actionpaintball.com/forms/cons_syd_16.pdf

And for 18+, you guys only have the Indemnity form: http://www.actionpaintball.com/forms/ind_syd.pdf But remember to bring ID card XD (Drivers License or similar ID)

REMEMBER!! $50 deposit in before 3rd of DEC! 6TH DECEMBER IS LAST MINUTE!! If you have something that doesn't allow you pay $50 before this date, please email me at: litool_sophia@live.com OR if you have my number just sms or call me ;)

Loaded.. with WORK

Wow so stressing. I have 6 assessments at the moment. Mathematics (Trig) English (AOS) Biology, Religion, PDHPE and Hospitality.

I've completed Religion and PDHPE but I need to fix them up. I'm still working on that belonging story for tomorrow (Monday) and it's.. pretty difficult :) I got Hospitality and PDHPE due this week, Maths, English and Religion due next week, and Bio next year. Looks like I'll be SUPER BUSY, since I've been procrastinating a little too much.

Haven't blogged in a while, and hopefully the holidays will give me a lot to blog about :)

OH YES. The formal was great :) Exact same food as yr 10 since it was the same place: Conco D'oro. I was quiet.. very quiet ahahaas. I was sooo shy seriously. I was just scared and my head kept telling me to "TALK.BE YOURSELF" But that didn't work out =) And then Danny kept asking me to come dance.. so eventually I went with him, but I just stood there looking around nervously.. and it was a PRETTY long time until I had the guts to start dancing.. little by little :) I'd like to keep the rest of the details as a personal thing =] But yea overall, it was a fun and enjoyable night -Thumbs Up- Pictures are on facebook, and there's not much hehe

OMGOMG SO FKN HOT!! [as in the music LOL]

THERES SO MUCH MORE!! HE HAS SONGS THAT ARE MADE FROM SCRATCH ALLLLL BY HIMSELF!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMH SO INSPIRATIONAL.. LOOK AT ALL HIS KEYBOARDS!!! OMG HOT INSTRUMENTS/TECHNOS !!!!!!  <3

New Food Rules

Foods to avoid : processed foods, carbohydrates (especially refined carbs - white bread , white pasta, etc), sugar, soda, candy/chocolate, cookies, cakes, you know the rest.


More milk, less choco milk, or avoid completely (No more calciyum at school LOL)


Reason? Just for a more healthier lifestyle/diet, whiter teeth, stronger bones, and smoother skin, and increasing my chances of growth ;)

Got of Jessica Li :D

JANUARY=PIMP

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.

FEBRUARY=THUG
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Resend this in 5 min. and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.

MARCH=GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt!and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret.pretty much flawless If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.

APRIL=SEXY
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize at
you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

MAY=LOVER
Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!! Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins. someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

JUNE =FINEASS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 day

JULY=GANGSTA
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

AUGUST=ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.

SEPTEMBER=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will kiss the one that you been wanting…

OCTOBER=HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.

NOVEMBER=SWEETIE
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others[I'm a magnet to Jessica Li] ;) and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.[sometimes] Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. 

DECEMBER=BEAUTY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY SOPHIA =]

Happy Birthday Sophia!

Hope you have an excellent day!

"In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years"

                                              - Abraham Lincoln

Workplacement in ruins

That's right, my hospitality course is in jeopardy lol.
My parents won't allow me to go back to De Niro's Restaurant, because of yesterday. What happened yesterday? Nothing really lol
I came in at 10:30 instead of 10, because they place was all dark and my dad didn't allow me to go in until he see's some people and lights. SO, I came in, got changed, then got my first job. And that was to mop =/ After finishing that job, I was given another one, and that was to peel 10kgs of potato, which I did pretty quickly :) Then he assigned me to wash the lettuce.. and after that? There was nothing else to do. By then it was around 11:41am. So I took out my juice box and drank it. I just sat there staring at the place, looking around and playing with my phone ;) Around 12:30 I had another job, and that was to roll up dough, and cut it into small squarish pieces. After that, they told me to pick any meal for lunch I wanted.. and I picked wedges with sour cream and sweet chili sauce. And that was it. I ate my meal, asked to pay for it but they didn't allow me to.. and that was it. I sat there playing with my phone until 3pm and went home.
Equipment used: Peeler, knife (To cut the root off the lettuce) and some steel thingy that looked like a chisel :D
PROBLEMS: The information sheet says 10am-5:30, but it opens 10am-3pm for lunch, then 5:30-10pm for Dinner. The fact that I was the only girl there, with 2 males in an empty restaurant. Since the business is more active at night, there's not many customers in the morning. While I was there, their male friends went in and out for drinks =/ Also, instead or working for 7 and a half hours, I worked for 5 less. Manager tells me not to come on Sat (They dont open on tuesday, so info sheet says I go on sat, but Sat only opens at night time[5:30pm-10:30pm]) so.. instead of my original 30 hours, I'll be working for 20? AND, I'm not going back there. Due to parental concerns about this situation, I shall be going back to school tomorrow (Wednesday) I've called them up and told them I won't be in and thanked them for the opportunity. I've also contacted Mrs. Pedavoli about this, and so my course is in jeopardy. My only choice is to do workplacement next year, term 2.. and ALL of next year is vital.. and with me missing out one week.. =/ Oh and it's not finished yet rofls, but the rest shall be continued tomorrow with Mrs Pedavoli so yea..  -sigh- stressssssinnnnngggga

Formspring me :)

http://www.formspring.me/TinyFingers

:)

Through times of depression, sadness, loneliness, anxiety and other negative phrases, don't show it to the world. Don't let people pity you, don't show them your weakness. Show them your greatness, your awesomeness. Show them your smile. Your happiness. Don't bring your friends down with you. Keep them away from the clutches of those types of feelings. Push them away from it. How? Never. Stop. Smiling.

It's amazingly hard to do that, and I only know of at least 3 people who've successfully done that (Only because I have been told of what they've been through). One of those three is my mum. She's suffered through depression, loneliness, being neglected, accused of things she hasn't done, laughed upon, compared to, isolated from her family, suffered mental abuse and has even been in a state where she didn't know who or where she was. And yet to this day, she has placed on a permanent smiling face, and so many people judge that because she always seem to be happy, and she's 42, looking fit and hot, there's nothing wrong with her life. Nothing bad has happened to before.. so even keeping your smile has disadvantages.

So what do we do? If we were to smile over our suffering for the sake of your friends and family, do we just keep on doing that for the rest of our life? Suffer by ourselves? I guess not, because there's always the few people who are let upon in our inner circle :) But what about those who does not have anyone anymore? Well, that's when they cry to other objects! A pillow! A teddy bear! A dog, cat or bird! (Car? Laptop? iunno many things) Anyways I'm getting off topic =] I do not know why I posted this, it was probably due to a thought that raced across by brain. Oh well. That's what I shall be attempting, and hopefully succeed in it. Just because of my stupidness of not being able to contain my tears, I've made a certain someone cry because she was unable to help me, therefore making her feel extremely helpless, and a few other people worry, and some others worry as to why I was eating so much, but I tend to get extremely hungry when something has happened :) It's so hard for me to be open now. I'm scared I'll say something wrong, since my stupid brain can't function properly when I'm in some emotional situation ==' whoops I mean :)
So I think I'll close myself up now. This might be the wrong thing to do, but I don't want to drag anyone else down. After what I've done there's nothing I can do to compensate for it. Anything done to myself mentally or physically or whatever won't change it, it'll just make me suffer the results of those actions. So now.. this shall be the last time (hopefully) that you guys will see this part of me. No one likes being pitied. Well I know I used to, but that was when I was young and immature. Now, I should TRY my hardest, give it my all, and
 
                                                                   Never.Stop.Smiling.

What a cute German Shepherd X!! >.<

This is an amazing and awesome present from Sa, Angela, Liindo, Diana, Alena, Brittany & Jessica D. =D

This is from D.Gray-Man, my favourite anime ^^ He's the main character, Allen Walker. Timcanpy (yellow golem) belongs to General Cross, Allen's master :)

Twins? One Of The Van Is My Dad's =]

Our Canary In Labour =)

PS3

The guitar skin arrived yesterday lol. I stuck it on and wow.. what strong material =) but since I was sticking it on by myself.. it was a LIL bit off =D

And.. since this post is on PS3.. these are the games we have so far..

Retreat Food List

Day 1
Morning Tea: Fruits and mini muffin i think? not sure
Lunch: Chicken Wraps
Afternoon Tea: Mini muffin with fruit
Dinner: Potato, veal schnitzel, peas and garlic bread
Dessert: Ice cream and moose
Supper: Forgot

Day 2
Breakfast: Pancakes, toast and cereal
Morning tea: Mini muffins and fruit
Lunch: Quiche
Afternoon tea: was it brownies? or was that day I... there was also some lemon-type cake..
Dinner: Buttered Chicken curry-ish thingo with baked potato and pumkin?
Dessert: Ice cream and fruit
Supper: Mini muffin and fruit

Day 3
Breakfast: Bacon and eggs with toast
Lunch: Fish and chips with salad
Morning tea: I think this was when we ate that lemonish cake or something.

Can't remember most of them lol. Taxed this of Vi XD

Paintball Confirms

Please confirm if you are DEFINITELY  going paintball or not. Do this by.. txting my number on the info sheet you got, OR if you are able to, give in $10 by 18th November! Just to confirm that you ARE going.. then pay the rest of the deposit ASAP thanks. (Oh and if you guys don't pay the deposits soon.. and if it ends up being under 20 participants.. we're going to have to play with another unknown group.. SO BRING YOUR MONEY IN ASAP! So if there's room, it can be filled up!)

LOLOL SO CUTE!

Retreat

Retreat was great. All year 11 were able to reflect upon themselves, understand one another more and create a bigger bond towards each other.

Day 1: We arrived.. and went to our cabins. Shockingly, our cabin is the furthest cabin UP. Yes that's right. It means stairs after stairs.. not to mention we had to carry our luggage up. There's was a shorter path (but still with heaps or stairs) Unfortunately non of the cabin buddies knew so we went the longer way which had us doubled over grasping for oxygen XD We did group activities which are ice-breakers. It's pretty lame but I like the balloon part, where we had to blow up a balloon, and hold it between out legs and run up and back. That was hilarious :) Hmm... I think we had lunch, then afternoon tea, then dinner and supper. It was pretty obvious that not one year 11 student would sleep early, and teachers knew that. In my cabin, we stayed til 1am o.O' playing cards with HILARIOUS and strange punishment :O During the night? It was freezing! The beds have no blankets at all.. luckily I brought a small blanket and sleeping bag :) Oh and the plan for PJ Dinner was busted lol. We had to dress appropriately lol

Day 2: We had mass, reconciliation and more activities. I like this day the most. It was the day where we were able to reflect on who we are, St Mary Mackillop and many other things :) It was very enjoyable, and during mass I volunteered for choir lol. I suck so bad at singing, but it was soo fun anyway ;) Food? Well we had breakfast, morning tea, lunch, afternoon tea, dinner and supper! WOW it was fufilling, and the most yummiest food was buttered chicken and something.. it was an indian curry-ish food. So delicious.. chicken was perfect cooked..tender...soft..juicy... well YEA anywho..  back we watched a movie together as a year group, where we came in PJ's and sleeping bags. I forgot what the movie was called (I know... shame) but it was VERY good! After that.. back to cabins.. ughh more steps but I was getting used to it, since I had 5 morning runs around the place.. up and down numerous stairs :) Back in the cabin.. we showered etc and were SUPPOSE to sleep for 1 HOUR... BUT... everyone fell asleep til morning LOL

Day 3: Reflection day. The most important part of this day, was writing a letter addressed to ourself. This will be sent to our house after the HSC, where we will be able to know if we achieved something, or learnt more things in the coming year.

There's many other things I left out, otherwise this post would be sooo full.. :) Other fun things I did with friends is piggy back race, human pyramid, soccer and avoiding hundred of possum poop =/

I don't have any pictures here, except during our last afternoon tea, which isn't much. Lovely friends got all the other pics :)

:')

-sigh- It's Tuesday.. and tomorrow is retreat. I'm excited but not.. because I won't have my laptop .. which means I can't talk to specific people XD

But I think that should be good.. because I should be giving them space since it's their HSC LOL. Ahh stupid me I talk too much >.<

I'm pretty proud of myself this term lol. I seem to be working in class and not bludging :) I've got all my equipment and books ready (They're A5 exercise LOL) and I've been doing my homework too :)

My game day is currently and should always stay to be Friday.. which is when I play guitar hero!! XD

Oh and.. I still haven't thought of a name for my first song.. and I'm making another one, hopefully it's not boring as that other one lol.

AND ZOMG! Ranger's Apprentice Volume 10 is out in a few days!! -screams with joy-

SELLING CHEM EXCEL BOOKS

EXCEL HSC CHEMISTRY - $35  [untouched]
EXCEL PRELIMINARY CHEMISTRY - $18? [still looks brilliant]
BRAND NEW! XD

"Those mini spaz attacks when you're in your bed, half asleep and think you're falling"
LMAO that happens to me once in a while LOL

Adam Lambert - No Boundaries

Seconds hours so many days 
You know what you want but how long can you wait 
Every moment last forever if you feel you've lost your way 
What if your chances are already gone 
Started believing that I could be wrong 
But you give me one good reason 
to fight and never walk away 

Coz hear I am still holding on! 

Every step you climb another mountain 
Every breathe its harder to believe 

You'll make it through the pain 
Weather the hurricanes 
To get to that one thing 

When you think the road is going nowhere 
Just when you've almost gave up on your dreams 
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can 
There are no boundaries 
There are no boundaries 

I'm faulting my landing to stand on the edge 
What if today is as good as again 
Don't know what the future is heading 
Nothing's gonna bring me down 
I've jumped every bridge and I've heard every lie 
I've risked being safe but I always knew why 
I always knew why 

So hear I am still holding on! 

Every step you climb another mountain 
Every breathe its harder to believe 

You'll make it through the pain 
Weather the hurricanes 
To get to that one thing 

When you think the road is going nowhere 
Just when you've almost gave up on your dreams 
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can 

You can go higher 
You can go deeper 
There are no boundaries 
Above and beneath you 
Break every rule coz there's nothing between you and your dreams 

Every step you climb another mountain 
Every breathe its harder to believe, Yeah 
There are no boundaries 
There are no boundaries 

Every step you climb another mountain 
Every breathe its harder to believe 

You'll make it through the pain 
Weather the hurricanes 
There are no boundaries [3x]

Adam Lambert - For Your Entertainment

One of my favourite songs. 'o.O The lyrics is a bit .... If you understand it LOL. But I love it :) I like all his songs lol

So hot out of the box 
Can we pick up the pace 
Turn it up, heat it up 
I need to be entertained 
Push the limit, are you with it? 
Baby don't be afraid 
Imma hurt you real good baby 

Let's go it's my show, baby, do what I say 
Don't trip off the glitz that I'm gonna display 
I told you, Imma hold ya down until you're amazed 
Give it to ya til you're screamin' my name 

No escaping when I start 
Once I'm in I own your heart 
There's no way to ring the alarm 
So hold on until it's over 

Oh! 
Do you know what you got into 
Can you handle what I'm 'bout to do 
'Cause it's about to get rough for you 
I'm here for your entertainment 

Oh! 
I bet you thought that I was soft and sweet 
You thought an angel swept you off your feet 
But I'm about to turn up the heat 
I'm here for your entertainment 

'Sall right 
You'll be fine 
Baby I'm in control 
Take the pain 
Take the pleasure 
I'm the master of both 
Close your eyes, not your mind 
Let me into your soul 

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/for-your-entertainment-lyrics-adam-lambert.html ]

I'm gonna work it 'til your totally blown 

No escaping when I start 
Once I'm in I own your heart 
There's no way to ring the alarm 
So hold on 'til it's over 

Oh! 
Do you know what you got into 
Can you handle what I am about to do 
'Cause it's about to get rough for you 
I'm here for your entertainment 

Oh I bet you thought that I was soft and sweet 
You thought an angel swept you off your feet 
But I'm about to turn up the heat 
I'm here for your entertainment 

Oh 
Do you like what you see? 
Oh 
Let me entertain ya 'til you scream 

Oh! 
Do you know what you got into 
Can you handle what I am about to do 
'Cause it's about to get rough for you 
I'm here for your entertainment 

Oh! 
I bet you thought that I was soft and sweet 
You thought an angel swept you off your feet 
But I'm about to turn up the heat 
I'm here for your entertainment