I shall be on temporary leave.. or maybe I won't come back. :) I might still blog.. but don't be looking forward to me blogging :)
So many things have been happening.. I seriously think some people are screwed up.. going back on their words and stuff. I'm so sick of it. So you know what I'll do? I shall slowly remove myself from their world. After the hsc and stuff, hopefully they will forget about my existence. It's too bothersome if I'm there, and I don't want to have anything to do with that person either. Even if it may be not be possible for them to completely forget about me, but at least my existence to them will be reduced.
Say whatever the fuck you want because you know what? I've had enough. I'm just going to ignore all this bullshit and continue living the way I do. You can be fake or upright I don't give a shit. Do whatever you want but I just want you to get this through your thick skull. I.Have.A.Life. So don't fucking tell me how to live my life and what I should do.
And just because I'm timid on the outside doesn't mean I'm the same inside. For your information, no one knows "who I am" besides 2 people outside my family, and guess what? You're not one of them. And if this hurts you, well... it shouldn't anyway. You have NO fucking clue what I've went through because of you, and I don't intend to tell you anymore than that. And to the person that I told you everything by mail, keep your promise aye? ;) Oh yeah.. and your dream really is coming true. It's just that it hasn't shown itself physically, but underneath, it already began long ago.
Ahh shit. Looks like I've broken my own promise of not posting negative things here.. One day, when the time is right, I will be creating a new blog, but I won't be deleting this one. The new one will be a new start. It will be clean of these past. AND.. it shall be more awesomeee xD
Oh.. and last note. Don't try to talk to me. I had to write this because some things doesn't seem to be getting through your head. Is it clearer to you now? Well I hope so.
LOL reading through this again.. I figured I should have said this heaps earlier.. and this kinda came out the wrong time. But oh well I hope they understand this at least. -siighh--
OMG your are such a bitch, you choudl try and resolve your problems instead of bitching about them
ReplyDeletei understand that you want to let your anger out online but i'm guessing that this person you talk about, also has access to your blog. be more understanding to that person's feelings. there is always two sides to the story so don't victimise yourself. that other person can be really hurt because of what you wrote.
ReplyDeleteHa! It looks like Anon#1 is someone from your group. There are always people like them, and I understand what you're going through. My group is having trouble at the moment as well, regarding my whole group going against one of my friends. Misunderstandings are pretty stupid, especially when you're stuck in between. But hey, you're always going to get these type of people who blame others for bitching about them while they're the ones bitching about that person's back. Seriously, talk about hypocritical.
ReplyDeleteHey Anon, if you read her post properly, you'll see that she has tried "resolving", as you say, and has decided to become indifferent towards this because people like you are too busy engrossed in giving her shit. Don't try to put forth the blame onto her while you're the one who never even tried to fix your friendship with her and instead bitched about her behind her back. Instead, you take on the opposing side. You're the one who's making things worse. Can't you see how hard she's trying? How cowardly low can you get? Why don't you try thinking for yourself for once instead of following the crowd? Your friends ain't going to be there for you for the rest of your life. Save your biased preachings for someone who cares (besides your "followers").
I know it's not my business or anything, but shit like this becomes ridiculously stupid and pisses me off. By the way, Anon#1, learn to use proper grammar and punctuation. Get your head out of your ass and get a life. I shit on bigger people than you.
@ Anon 1.
ReplyDeleteYou should learn where and when to use the right words. Even I don't call that bitching. Ever heard of expressing your feelings? I don't see her complaining and moaning and talking shit about people.
It's none of my business but I can't help not pointing that out.
Whatever anon 3. You don't even know what the fuck you're talking about. She hasn't tried to resolve anything! All she's done is gone crying to the other group and let all these rumors spread about her group!
ReplyDeleteYeah, that's what she tells everyone but she's told nothing to her group! She hasn't said a single word before she went and started complaining to the other group. It's people like you that pisses me off thinking about you know everything.
Actually for your information idiot, I didn't go crying to the other group. Second of all, are you fucking accusing me of spreading these rumors? You don't even know anything about it so why don't you shut up? And thirdly, you don't even know WHY I don't tell my own group! And guess what, people like you pisses me off because YOU "THINK" You know everything, when in fact, you actually have no idea what my post is actually about. So for now, why don't you shut the hell up yeah?
ReplyDeleteExactly! You don't even explain ANYTHING to your group before you started running off!
ReplyDeletePlease, don't come up with excuses for not explaining anything to your group.
Stop acting like such a fucken child!!!
this is getting ridiculous.
ReplyDeletesit down and talk it out with everyone. resolve this problem once and for all.
all i gotta say now is, the one you're talking about, they can be hurt from this, not just you. i know that you're hurting too but dont ever forget that everyone else can get hurt too. im going to admit it, yes im blogged way too many times about people, expressing out my feelings, but when my group finally confronted me about it, i realised that i was hurting them too.
everything can be solved if you all just sit down and talk it out.
seriously guys, year 12, make good memories. cause one day, you'll all look back at this and regret ever ruining such good friendships. how many years have you all been together? how many shit have you guys faced and overcome together? just stop and think about each others feelings.
talk it out tomorrow at lunch, sit down and let everyone say their thoughts about everything thats happened. if you dont want to listen to it, too bad. im sorry, its harsh but you all gotta listen to everyones opinions.
this isnt just for sophia to read. this is for every single person out there, if youre in the group or if youre having problems with your group.
if you dont talk about it to everyone, it'll never get solved.
Okay, I know these problems are only with "certain people" in the group but why bring EVERYONE into it?
ReplyDeleteSome choose not to be involved so don't bring them in. YOU PEOPLE sort it between yourselves and hopefully all misunderstandings will be cleared.
Err?? Running off? I'm sorry did I hear wrong? AHAHAH Sorry I'm like cracking up. Apparently you don't know why I'm sitting at the other group. Go ahead. Make your assumptions without even knowing. Then you can go take back that tomorrow.
ReplyDeleteokay then, whoever the shiz is involved in this. go talk it out tomorrow. we're all old enough already stop with this bullying nonsense.
ReplyDeleteGirls lets not be childish and stop with all this commenting.
ReplyDeleteFor everyone outside of this group I think you said enough and now its our own personal business. As a group we had never told other people to how they should handle their group problems, we don't even give advice that are bias because we acknowledge the fact that its not our business. So please give us space to breathe. Stop acting like babies by commenting here.
The debate is over.
And YOU think you "know everything", NOBODY? LOL. Well, what choice does she have? She's a tough cookie for standing up on her own while the rest of you play haters. What would you do if you were in her situation, especially when the people whom you thought were friends go against you and do nothing to improve the situation? Start thinking for yourself instead of hating on her and doing nothing except accusing her of crying. So what? It's human nature to cry and feel weak. If you had a heart, you'd understand what she's going through. There's no way she'd go and say anything to you guys when you're the ones who are spewing crap about her.
ReplyDeleteYou guys haven't even considered the horrible stuff you've said to her as well. You guys are pathetic and horrible. How selfish of you to think about yourselves so you guys won't have to deal with being alone. Good riddance! That's less people she'll have to cop out shit from.
You guys are fakes. Your mouth is so full of shit, you might as well let your ass do the talking.
Oh yeah, rather mention this tomorrow and not on here, but for crying out loud this post isn't for that one person who you all "THINK" it's for!? Man I swear, do you really think she sounds like what I said? WTF.
ReplyDeleteAs usual, you always over react. And HEY. Why didn't YOU go and ask ME what my post was about, instead of thinking about things that had nothing to do with my post.
WHAT DO YOU MEAN THE GROUPS DONE NOTHING TO TRY AND SOLVE THE SITUATION?!!! The groups tried to ask her to come and have a meeting but she keeps refusing every single time!
ReplyDeleteThe group has tried to talk to her! But she never ever listens. She doesn't even honestly explain anything to her fucken group! NOTHING!
You think her groups trying to play haters when her group knows nothing and they're all just trying to talk to her?
What the fuck?!!!
What horrible things has she the group say to her?!!! Kelly confronted her asking her about her blogpost!
What the fuck! And she didn't even explain fucking anyhthing?!!!!
me? are you talking to me also anonymous? this is utterly ridiculous. even though i dont sit with them, i still see them as my friends, every single one of them.
ReplyDeletegah im not upset over their group problem anymore. stupid anon blaming everyone. youre being bias too! tuh hypocrite. you you you sanctimonious person!
*goes into corner and cries*
Lindaafly, no I wasn't referring to you.
ReplyDeletewhose the one that wrote all the :
ReplyDelete"You guys are fakes. Your mouth is so full of shit, you might as well let your ass do the talking."
come on. reveal yourself. i wanna kick your butt tuh !
guys, i love you all (:
i think that solves everything. i love you ~ LOL
im a fail at creating a happy mood. be happy people. we're getting jerseys tomorrow ! think about that ! happy thoughts. happy thoughts.
still wanna know who that anon was ROFL
Aww Lindaa.. I don't think anon was referring to you though lol *pats back*
ReplyDelete@ anon that posted at 8:28pm.
Asked me how many times now? ONCE! And actually, for your information you should know full well the group hasn't tried talking to me so how do you know I haven't listened huh? And what are you saying I haven't explained anything HUH!? I FUCKEN EXPLAINED IT IN FULL DETAIL TO KELLY YOU IDIOT! SO STOP MAKING THINGS UP FOR THE LAST TIME IF YOU DON'T FUCKING KNOW! I ONLY REFUSED ONCE! AND THAT WAS ON WEDNESDAY BECAUSE I HAD OTHER THINGS IN MY MIND FOR FUCKING SAKE!
I wish I could bake a cake filled with rainbows and smiles and everyone would eat and be happy...
ReplyDeleteokay ladies, lets all listen to my wonderful twin Linda N rofls.
ReplyDeletetalk it out tomorrow. make sure you dont have anything on during lunch. go sit somewhere so that noone else can hear you.
no more cyber bullying. we all learnt it so so so many years back.
in the end, everyone will get hurt.
i love you all. end of story
goodnight (: see you all tomorrow ~
Fucking go solve your own group problems! Obviously there's a fucking reason why your group hasn't been able to solve it yet!
ReplyDeleteTch. Just fucking shut your mouth out!
OMG
ReplyDeletePEOPLE STOP FUCKING COMMMENTING HERE, ITS MAKING EVERYTHING BLOODY WORSE, SO LETS JUST STOP COMMMENTING HERE AND ALL GO STUFF YOURSELF WITH CAKE FILLED WITH RAINBOWS, AND SMILE
JESUS CHRIST ITS YEAR 12 ITS SUPPOSE TO BE HAPPY MEMORIES TO TAKE AND CHERISH NOT ABOUT ALL THIS SHIT AND BITCHING SHIT ? ... AREN'T WE SUPPOSE TO ACT LIKE FUCKING LADIES, GEEEZ LETS JUST ALL SIT DOWN AND TALKING ABOUT THIS STOP COMMENTING HERE AND LETTING THE WHOLE WORLD KNOW ABOUT THIS !!!!
So is this alcoholic's anonymous meeting over? Damn I'm late =(
ReplyDeleteLOL. Anyways. No more posting ;P
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