Alriights! I'm getting the rollerblades xD

Total of $139 AUS. It'll still be cheaper than buying them at rebel sports or the rollerblade/bayside shop in the city.

Mum agrees willingly, but is only reluctant because of my "major" (In her views) accident 6 yrs ago. But meh, gonna get the protective gear too.. soo.. yeaa lool.

What about my dad? I'm giving him the hint day by day, and before it arrives, I'll have a chat to him, explaining my reasons and what I'd do if it doesn't fit.

WELL. Here it is, a size 6US. Model of 2009. Mum didn't like the looks, too boyish.. but me? It looks cool lol. She wanted me to get the 2010 model, which would've been $182 AUS.. plus it is prettier lol but .. oh well =]

Runescape Account

This is an update on my runescape account lol. Unlike "someone" I don't cheat XD

It's all my hard work and effort. [You can interpret this as all the hours of my life I wasted on it lols]

People that don't play runescape won't really understand it lol, but to those who do play it. "hheehee"

MMmmm.. after I bought the abyssal whip, I got 1mil cash and another mil worth of items left in my bank =]

Lvl 82 (84 with summoning)

I didn't feed the terrier much, so he's still a pup since last time lol

The stuff in the above images ( - ring of wealth, amulet of glory and red dragon vambraces )

XD Bye RUNESCAPE!! See you next holiday! And that'll be the last time til I finish HSC =]

Dnt worry Jolly changed my pw. VI! You forgot!! explains how I was able to get on roflss

I've done 65 out of 130 stupid things

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Drank Alcohol .

SO FAR: 1


Level 2
( ) Are / Been In Love
( ) Been Dumped
(x) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 2

Level 3
( ) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 4


Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 5


Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 7


Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
( ) Wanted Someone Who You Can’t Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 9


Level 8
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 12


Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 16


Level 9
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 17


Level 10
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 19


Level 11
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 22


Level 12
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night

SO FAR: 22


Level 13
(x) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes=whore.

SO FAR: 24


Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
( ) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 27


Level 15
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Coloured With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 32

Level 16
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn’t
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 34

Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 35

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
(x) Have Travelled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 38

Level 19
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed “Penis” or “Vagina”
( ) Ridden an elephant

SO FAR: 38

Level 21
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(x) Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex’s Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 42
Level 22
( ) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / ATTEMPTED A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 44

Level 23
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 47

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 48

Level 26
( ) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You’re Hot By A Complete Stranger
(x) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 51

Level 27
(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 55
Level 28
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You .
( ) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone’s Name
(x) French Braided Someone’s Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x) Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 58


Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 61

Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone [Kelly's hand - accident]

SO FAR: 65


Level 32
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tyres
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five quid or less worth of gas
TOTAL:65

Lol seriously.. it was funny on the scene.. but then.. yeaa lols stuffed it afterwards rofls.

Just testing my new mini whiteboard XD

Onigiri

This is my first Onigiri [aka. Riceball] =)

LOL It's kinda big but it's my lunch so yea :)

Inside is egg and meat. [Thit Kho] (sp)

I didn't have to get my hands dirty because I used glad-rap. I think it's so much easier and messy-free lol.

Really simple to make, so I think I'll bring these to school. Better than what I normally bring when I want to eat rice XD

Diana's Outing

It was alright. I spent around $96 LOL

I shouted $30 for the restaurant. We ate at a place thats like Yum Cha, so I shouted the "large" section, which was 5 dishes =]

Then we were suppose to go karaoke but.. $6 for an hour, and I'm not going to sing.. so Angela, Kitty, Jessica Li, Jessica Dang, Brittany, Michee, Megan and I went shopping. Dang and Brit went their ways, we went ours =]

My first time in that massive bookstore (I think it's my first time.. LOL) and I was SOOOO excited when the book I was looking for, for 4 years popped up on the comp. Then my hopes died as it was SOLD! -cries- So I got "Grave Of The Fireflies" for $30 :)

Ok soo.. I'm not exactly putting the events in order LOL but yeaa.. Before that bookstore we went to Morning Glory? I think.. the one that's colour coded and has 3 lvls. YUP well I spend $7 for a brown doggy bean-bag plushy. It was small but so cute!! XD Got it for my mum and she LOVES IT hehee. Here's a pic LOL

NOW, I gotta clean my room and complete all house chores.. then.. MOVIE time!! XD

EDIT: WHoops i forgot! :L Also went to the capitol. I spent $9 on those machines LOL. Lost $8 hahaha lolss. The first dollar I spend on that gun thingo, and I won a plushie for Megan XD and yea. NO PICS taken there of course LOL

Oh.joy - holidays!

yay! it's finally the holidays!
-Oh.joy so much things to do - in so little time.

3 assignments and 4 holiday classes!
+ have to revise for trials!!

- omgwtfbbq are you kidding me!? I just realised that this isn't my blog T_T
Sorry Sophia.

oh btw, like the picture? it's a kangaroo scrotum light X_X
animal cruelty! WHERES GREEN PEACE?

Oh and i forgot to include this one in previous post lol
 I bought this for $50.

Shopping Night!

hehe I went shopping with my mummy!! XD And I spent $122 [first 3 items/pics] I owe my mum $140 [last 2] but I can pay her back in a long time to come =] (This is so I can still spend around $300 at para lol)

SO here's all the stuff I bought.  =]

Note to self

Must buy in the holidays

• Shoe/s (Only own thongs, sport and school ones lol)
• Jacket/s
• Pants (A must rofls)
• Shirts (Long-sleeves. I got enough singlets for now ^^)

Mmm i haven't been sticking to the 30 day 30 letter thingo, but ill catch up when i get.. alot of spare time LOL. But here's something for today=D

  Here's the link if you wanna try it out =)

http://speedtest.10-fast-fingers.com/

Does anyone want to buy these?
From left to right.
$25, $10, $10.
The original price was.. , $30, $20, $15. The first 2 are brand new. Only the last one has been used by 3 generations lol. Still good condition =] 3rd one is 2nd hand. Success One, excel and R&E workbook has nothing written in it. Only been read or looked through :)

First one sold XD [the red HSC one lol]

Who uses toolkit #4 for hospo!?

It's driving me nuts! The chef's knife is ALWAYS DIRTY! T.T I bloody have to re-wash it before I start cooking, and I loose time whenever i do that!

Day 3 : Parents

Dear Mum and Dad

Although the chances are slim that you would ever encounter this site, I'd still like to write this to you, and hope that you still believe in me. This year, I did shit. I passed all of my half yearlies except Maths, which I failed miserably. Not only that, I didn't pass by much. They were all under 68%

Especially to my loving mother. I've disappointed you soo much, but I hope you would stop thinking that I don't care, because in truth I do. It's just my stupid habit that I grew up with. Same goes for dad. I know you hate it when I mention anything that involves a guy, or you give me the suspicious look when I say I'm going to a friend's house to study, or going shopping. Don't worry dad I have great friends and we all look out for each other. It's not like we're going to get molested or something (although that is possible) but that's why I always bring Roger along. Good for him too since he needs to go out as much as I do :)

Please stop worrying about me too much, I know that's your role as parents, and that you love me but yeaa.. I know I keep staying up too late, then waking up too early, then I become fatigue after school, then sleep too much, then get sick! XD But it's ok. Things are changing. My paths changing and for the first time, I have a good feeling it's going to work :) So lets just wait and see. I'll always continue to try my best, and for you mum, I'll try to dress more girly. . if I can =]

Day 2 - Your Crush

Heeyy wassup _______ =]

This might sound kinda weird.. but oh well.. being honest in all my letters.

The first time I met you.. was AWESOME =] LOL I know you were very fascinating and interesting, so basically I couldn't keep my eyes of you. (I was stalking you around the house LOL)Just to let you know, you always brighten up my world when you say "hi" or when ever you talk to me. You're cool and smart, and have the greatest humor ever. You're kind, you play along to my random scenarios (rofls)you're hectic and you wear glasses!! (aweesome =]) Plus, you're always there to answer my questions, and there's stuff that you'd know how I feel cause we both experience it =D

Seeing you, getting to know you, asking questions, having you listening to my issues (haha lol) and finally talking to you, is awesome. Just by being the person you are, is why you I like you, and I don't think anyone can not like you >.<

Best of luck for your HSC, and I grant you the power to achieve your wanted results and continue to never give up :)

Day 1 - Best Friend

I'll write this letter to my Best Friends, as well as my close friends, since they're as good as my best friends =]

So, To my Best and Closest Friends.

Thank you, for always being there and listening to my issues. It is being with you that I found my weaknesses, my strength, my talents, and my personality. I am greatly honored that you know exactly when to interrupt someone, or change the topic just in time for saving me. (that's special thanks to Ariel when she sees I really need to eat without giving half my food away <3) I'm so grateful that you always help me, even though I'm usually lazy, and sometimes selfish.. and that you support me when I leave my assignments to last XD What I love most about you guys, is that you actually understand my way, and how I express my feelings. Most of the time, if say, you got hurt, or something depressing happened that affected you greatly, I always try putting myself into your shoes, and I do care, but my reaction, or my expression, does not really show it. It may always look like I'm trying to change the topic, or avoid your eye contact, but that's only to keep my from crying, because if I cry, chances are, you would too.

There's no other words I can put together,
for this feeling I'm having now,
knowing that I made my choice right,
choosing the right friends for me,
when some people say otherwise.
Just know, that if any fight occurs,
or anything that might break
our friendship bond
I will never hate you
I will always love you, and
I will always be waiting ..

30 days 30 letters

Since a lot of my friends are doing this, I'd thought I'd give it a go too =]

Anti Rape Axe

Did anyone know about this? I never. . until know.

Oh sorry.. I forgot.. reading that title you'd have no idea. It's a type of anti-rape condom..

It's a pretty good idea, and the rapist would deserve, also causing humiliation and excruciating pain, giving the victim time to escape. The only way to remove it is surgically, would of course notify the police that he is a rapist LOL. Google Wikipedia about. I told my mum about it =D and she said the government should fund it too. I don't think they do.. do they? Dunno. But very interesting invention by "iforgothername" Since we're all mature people reading this, I guess its alright to post this topic =]

If you still dont get it, or want to know how it works or the likes, google image it. dw it's safe

-came across this on facebook, one of the yr 12's post-

Did you manage to wake up at the time you plannned? OR is that for another day?

Sophia: Yup. Wasn't a problem =] Libby right?

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have or could have had. No one waits forever.

New permanent bedtime: 10pm

New wakeup time: 5am

Sleep: 7hrs

Gaming: BANNED. No runescape, counterstrike, combat arms, omgpop.

Exception: Runescape member with Vi for holiday after yr 11 yearlies.

How: Rs password changed and kept by Vi. Combat arms pw kept by roger, Counterstrike deleted. omgpop pw changed and kept by roger.

why? I need to pull myself up. Distractions are everywhere, and I can't be motivated to do homework or assignments when games are a click away. -sigh- This is the only way I have control lol. Oh yea, the only game I'd be able to play more frequently is the ps3, but thats only because I get dizzy from it quite fast lol, and the max is 4 hours gameplay, or else it'll overheat lol

Dear Softball Tryout girls

Goodluck EVERYONE! i hope those who deserve to make it are in it! Sophia *stares* don't doubt yourself! believe and IT CAN HAPPEN!!! do you know how hard you can throw! honestly!
But i'm hoping the list is up tomorrow :)
And i bid everyone good day.

OMG some ppl on combat arms are idiot. Jeeze just because someone gets a kill streak does NOT mean they hack. Farrr out.. jeeze I was playing a room where only handguns are allowed, and on my team I was the top one with 20 kills and 11 deaths, and they bloody say I'm a hacker, while on the other team, an elite player with 21 kills and 9 deaths is not a hacker, and HE bloody kicks ME out. WTF! jeezee.. I could've gotten alot of xp and cash from that game =='

Scorpio
Your element: Water
Your ruling planets: Pluto
Symbol: The Scorpion
Your stone: Topaz
Life Pursuit: To survive against all opposition
Vibration: Resilient
Scorpio's Secret Desire: To triumph


Description:
Reputed to be the "most powerful" sign of the zodiac, Scorpios lead fate filled lives and have intense and dramatic personal relationships. Even as children Scorpios are often found to be wise beyond their years. Many astrologers call this the sign of the "oldest souls". Old and wise beyond the average, Scorpios often know all the answers, except sometimes; they too often have difficulty finding what they need to develop their own happiness.

Passion, desire and power go hand in hand for Scorpios. Their biggest challenge and test in life is choosing between the power of love and the love of power. Coming to grips with their extraordinary emotional depths and sensitivity isn't easy for those around them. They are different from all other zodiac signs and this difference has them walking, working and loving to a different beat. Others can often live with a Scorpio partner for years, but not really know them. Much to do with a Scorpio remains ever secret. Their eyes often blaze with feelings that words never express, and beware on the days or nights they hide their feelings behind dark glasses, there is likely to be a storm of some kind brewing. When you deal with a Scorpio you have to always deal with them on a psychic intuitive level. They often wear a mask. Too often they say "no" when they really mean "yes". They have contrary natures. Once they find true love they can be the most faithful dedicated of all partners but fall out badly with a Scorpio and you are likely to find they will never forget or forgive.

Most Scorpios are winners. The main thing they have to worry about is their attitudes, which make up their mind powers and can either make or break them. When they are negative about something or someone, or critical of themselves, they can tend to get in their own way.

Scorpios operate on three levels of soul evolvement; adding up to three distinctively different types of Scorpios. The first level is the Scorpion. This is the least evolved and most drawn toward using their powers the wrong way. The criminal element of Scorpio comes under this level. Then there is the eagle - the highflying, entrepreneurial, successful Scorpio, who seems able to rise above adversity and transform bad-times into good. Then the highest expression of this sign is the Phoenix Resurrected. These Scorpios are detached and extremely powerful. They are wise beyond their years and act as leaders and are an inspiration to others. Quite frequently a Scorpio goes through the three levels of evolvement in one lifetime - but the levels can operate out of sequence.

I've finally found my favourite artist. Never had one, never thought i will.. but wow.. it happened LOL
My favourite artist is Adam Lambert. I've downloaded all of his songs in one night. I was soo addicted already lol. He's also good looking, well.. only when he isn't wearing his goth-gay stuff. But still he's cool. It's sad that quite a few ppl dislike just because he's gay, but they're missing out on HEAPS. He has one of the most AMAZING voices seriously =D

Now, I know what my friends feel about their asian bands or artist >.<

WOOOHHHH!!!!

GOT MY PIANO!!! IM SOO HAPPY!! EVERYTHING SOUNDS AND FEELS SO MUCH BETTER!! AND IT FITS IN MY ROOM!!

-happy sigh- XD

pe

Sophia Pe homework is to complete the rest of booklet 1 up to the part of respiration wihich is the blood pressure parts :D ... and the also to copy out on page 98 the definitions of the function of the heart

maths

YESS!!! NO MORE WORKPLACEMENT!!!! AHAHAH YAY!! Miss Orlando came and visit today, and even she was shocked at what we did all week. LOL they're gonna call up the supervisor and talk to them MEHEHE rofls

anyways. Now I can start my PE assignment, and hopefully finish by Monday =]

Now.. I have to replan what song I'm going to learn for piano.
1st - Airplanes
2nd - Insomnia (Better Version)
3rd - Wedding Dress
4th - Megan's Fav Song
5th - Out Of This Club

T.T

Soo tired!! Slept as soon as I got home. Woke at 7pm. Man.. workplacement is killing my feet. We stand for 7 hours, and when we sit, it's our break.

And Gawd.. My gum is swollen LOL. I brought fish for lunch yesterday, and I was chewing and a fish bone punctured my gum (right behind my teeth) and it went in around.. 1 cm deep. I had to yank it out and.. damee.. the pain man.. now that area feels so uncomfortable.

My dog was found with a guineapigs head in her bed. And she was eating it.. ugh.. disgusting and horrible LOL. Wonder where she got that from.

Anyone want any kittens!! Ask Jessica Li!! XD

So much homework to be done.. and all I want to do is sleep. Last day of workplacement tomorrow :) Can't wait for school. I miss everyone. I miss my friends. I miss chicken corn rolls with tomato sauce =D And.. yea.. I just miss everyone >.<

URGENT!!

If you go to Fitness #1 Gym and have seen this

please tell me where, or who had it last. OR if you know anyone  there, ask then if they've seen this usb =]

[Belongs to Danny]

PE HW

SOPHIA this is the results for the PE assignment

maths hw

MAths HW

MAths hw.. we started a new topic Functions and graphs....
homework ex 5.1 and 5.2

BIO hw

PG 10 of Ecology worksheet/workbooklet. Answer excercise questions on Food web of a pond all questions on pg 4 :D

Maths HW

Sophia and Libby Maths hw is 7.10 in old text book and 7.8 or 7.9 in new text book? i tihnk.. just do exercise about perpendicular distance :D

Hospitality

i know you'll remember this but just remember the white booklet that needs to be filled out :)
OKAY. I'M OFF. GOODNIGHT.

To: Kitty (Pe & Maths) Kelly (Bio) and Libby (Maths, Fund.)

Can you please keep posting HW onto here. Also.. If you can find out my Eng HW that'll be cool. (I'm in Mrs.Gnomes class -Alena and Dang-)

TYTY!

Reminder- Maths homework

okay Sophia. i am able to access your blog :) FINALLY.
When on work placement:
For maths- We finish Trigonometry Chapter. Then start Chapter 5 up to exercise 5.4 BEFORE the Quadratic Functions. so don't do exercise 5.5 :P

Goodluck in Work Placement. i'm already stressing out as it is since i have to take care of some "matters" with Max Potential on Thursday ><.

Goodluck.

I wanna get a Sun Conure! But.. they're like $200 - $600..

SO my only opinion left is a Fischer's Lovebird =] But I have to keep him seperate from my dads canaries and Finch.. because I found out the Lovebirds attack and kill other bird. very aggressive, but thats their nature (survival of the fittest) and they ARE the smallest parrots XD

EDIT: DANG IT! LOL Fischer's cost around $30 - $130 ==' But oh well. I don't want Peachface lovebirds cause they're so common, but then.. oh well.. I'll just get any when I see one lol

                 

Work-placement

Number 1 priority :

1.   GET YELLOW SHEET SIGNED AND HANDED IN BEFORE OR AT RECESS! 
   

:P

Just a little reminder :)

A friend is someone who is there for you when he'd rather be somewhere else.
Only your real friends tell you when your face is dirty.

Mmmm I'm thinking of getting a haircut. Like.. asking the hairdresser to cut it the style they think it matches me. Anyone got any Hair Salon they think is good? =]

aww.. im so happy..

I'm planning to buy the digital piano next week, and I was planning on paying with my own money.. then.. Andy, Roger and my dad chipped in $450 for me! And all I have to pay is $150. Well I'm happy but upset.. my dad used up all his piggy bank.. he's been saving them for something.. but he just suddenly chipped in..

But yeaaa.. excited =] then i can learn songs that my keyboard cant fit lool

Yay all the hard subjects are over!! Only Maths and Hospo to go.
Worse part for maths is Trig as I do not understand it lol. It's so confusing :S

You see her smile
You see her joke
You see her laugh
You see her have fun
You see her relaxed

But what you don't see is

She wants to cry
She wants to run
She wants to hide
She wants to scream
She wants to disappear forever..

im just tired
really really tired
and im upset too
i cant do anything to help you
i feel so helpless
hopeless
and im desperate to make your life more bright
but there's nothing i can do
and you're so pessimistic too
makes it harder
i can make you smile, but only for that moment
and then i see you .. sad again..
and i feel like crying
because i cant make that smile last long on your face
do you feel like i dont care?
do you feel like the teachers dont care?
do you feel like your friends dont care?
then why.. do you keep saying that??
do you know.. how much it hurts, when you say that?
do you know.. how many people cried for you?
cant you see? everyone loves you, we all care..

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

Ahhhh the last week of Half Yearlies approaches .  way too fast!!

I'm starting to panic!! I'm not even sure if what I'm studying is right anymore and all I want to do is sleep, read or ps3. (Gaming is very tempting.. since whenever I look at Roger or Andy, that's what they're doing.. gaming.)

Never tell someone you know how they feel.
Even though your situation may be similar, but feelings are completely different.
Never tell someone you know how they feel.
Even if you have been in the same situation, you can never feel the same as them.
Never tell someone you know how they feel.
Even if you think it helps, it doesn't. You'd just make them get angry or feel stupid.
Never tell someone you know how they feel.
It's one of the worst thing you can say to someone when they're down.
Never EVER tell someone you know how they feel.
Because when you do.. you add a new feeling to their list, a hopeless feeling like there's no point talking to you anymore, and many more indescribable feelings that makes them so tired, and the next time they're upset.. you might just not be the one they want to talk to...

hehe caught a birdie in the house (Chim Se) but apparently its bad luck and symbolises death [superstition] my granny isnt happy.

One of the worse things that could ever happen to me, happened 1 hour ago. Now I sit here, struggling to study. Tears are running down my face, because I can't stop thinking about it. How can someone, my own blood, do this to me. I can't take it anymore. I've tried, soo much, but there's never improvement. This always happens, when someone else besides our family, is here. Again, I end up depressed and crying. Now what, I can't concentrate on English. I have so much to do, but I've wasted an hour or two. Too much to do.. too little time. And that's all my fault for not starting a lot earlier. =}

LOOKING FOR MINI BAND MEMBERS IN MMC!!

Need people who enjoys working instruments (and those with good memories).
- 2 Pianist
- 1 Bass
- 1 Drummer

Practice starts after half-yearlies!! Must be willing to take up lunch time!! (Practice most likely once or twice a week)

Must have at least some experience!! Song is medium/hard!! 

Baby freeze!!

Wow.. so odd

I GOT MY NEW PHONE!!! Its a Sony Ericsson Vivaz

IT'S HECTIC!!

PLEASE ADD MY NEW NUMBER !! ASK ME FOR IT!! =]

THIS IS WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE

Front

back

Ummm I guess everyone's heard of that virus that started from a group in yr 11? yeah well if you wannknow it called Coxsackievirus. Here's a site if you wanna know more about it http://kidshealth.org/parent/infections/bacterial_viral/coxsackie.html

AWESSOME!!

The bus was late today.. VERY. it came at like.. 3:55pm.. and so we arrived at cabra around 4:15pm

BUT.. the GOOD thing about that was.. it came when akerind train arrived!! MAN i have seen her in aagess!!!

well nothing else to post bout.. except..

5 MORE DAYS TO GO!! xD

wow im so full.. ate 2 slices of pizza (the square ones) and libby and megan is eating 4!! wooow lol

So here goes to catchup and study session lol.

OMG OMG OGM YAY IM SO HAPPY!!

Phammy's mum is desperate to get rid of the digital piano, cause she thinks it makes the house look ugly since they just bought a grandpaino (thats $25000!!)

Well, the first price was $800, but then a lil bargaining was at work and I was able to lower it for $700. Now.. since they REALLY want to get rid of it lol.. it went even LOWER to $600!!!! So I can't wait til after Half Yearlies.. then I'll be able to get my hands on it lol. And it comes "FREE" with the piano stool (they usually cost over a hundred)

Yay woohooo!!

After the meeting for VET course thingymabob, went to bonnyrig woolies to buy the "girl stuff" lol. I also bought a new set of highlighter (they always go missing..) and a new pencil case!! This time, I'm sticking my name on my highlighters like Kitty so I'd know who took them =]

Watched the last half of "Australia's got talent" omgomg.. the group Jak in the box was AWESOME!! they were doing beat boxing =]

ANYWAYS, back to hospo. I gotta clean my room cause Megan and Libby are coming over tomorrow to study.

Oh yeaaa... I looked under my bed.. and i found out i missed a MASSIVE spot.. of dog shit.. it was HORRIBLE! hahaha lol and further back I found my dog in a tight bundle.. here's an update on what she looks like.. since she's 1 =]

Anime

Ahhh... well here it is, my first anime with the whole body.. like proper lol.

I still don't know how to draw the clothes but.. it looks alright, err.. there's no eyes because its suppose to be in the shadows (it just means that im cheating cause i dont want to draw the eyes which might ruin it lol)

Soo yeaa... overall.. looks alright even though.. the body structure isn't 100% accurate but hey.. its good enough since I learnt off Sa =]  She's crying btw lol

How awesome lol

Next week yr 11 starts half yearlies, and its next week, that in tutor... im starting Trigs..

Well at least the teacher gave me pretests for chapters 1, 2, 3, and 6. Which i'll be photocopying at school for anyone that wants. If any of yous want it, tell me, i'll get you a copy, then you return BY monday no later, and i'll give you the results the next day =]

YAY my Cousins birthday was fun lol

-sigh- ended up with 2 blisters from ice skating, but it was fun. He invited 7 friends and only 2 came, because it was mother's day.. but again.. it was FUN LOL we played tips, and I dunno if ben told them.. cause they seem to think that im younger than them.. and they're in yr 8.. and yea they're ALL taller than me ==' My cousin never stops growing lol

and omg omg omg omg!! FINALLY now we had 100GB of net! (i thought it was 120 but.. 100 still awesome)
25GB on-peak and 75GB off-peak. =]

I'm gonna get a new phone, since the one I'm using fell in the toilet, get fixed, but the static is bad for calls =]

Oh.. and don't use Virgin prepaid. When you check your credit [255] it costs money. When you call people and they don't pick up, it still costs money. Virgin prepaid to Virgin plan costs money. And it says its free to all virgin mobiles.. SO if you're getting virgin, get the PLAN lol.

Biology excursion tomorrow!! I'm bringing my own salt, and wearing long socks. Also bring change of pants and short socks, incase it becomes hotter, or if my pants get too dirty.

ALots happening with school. Time table changed etc etc. Group stuff lol.

WARNING WARNING!! 12 DAYS LEFT TO STUDY TILL HALF YEARLIES!!

HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY COOKIE!! XD

Shopping Night!!

Ahhh... I haven't been shopping.. for AGES..

I was surprised.. because I limited my self to a maximum use of $100 only lol.. but turns out.. I used up to $200 lol..

Ok so mother's day is coming up yea? I bought my mum an early present.. well.. actually she picked it out herself cause I dunno what to get her, and I just paid. She chose boots lol. It was $90 but discounted to $60 - something.. and here's a pic =]

Also, my lil cousins BD is tomorrow (7th) but we're celebrating it Sunday, and we're going.. ICE SKATING!! xD I didn't know what to get him, so my mum said just give him a book lol.. but he likes games.. and they're too expensive, so I bought him 2 books lol.. and they're for young readers.. I was about to get him Cherub.. but then it if he got into he'd have to buy the rest himself.. soo.. just got him 2 goosebumps books =] Here's a pic.

AND FINALLY.. for myself lol.. I got a poncho for tomorrows bio excursion, some timeouts (lol) and 2 pringles (mmmm....) ALSO.. I got the rest of Ranger's Apprentice ( 5-9 ) soo.. on that whole series i spent.. around $100? for 9 books ==' OH WELL!! At least its awesome lol =] Here's a pic of my collection lol. [I dunno why it turned upside down.. can't change that lol]

umm for COokies BD I bought her.. LOTS OF DOG FOOD! xD around $20 worth lol that gets me 19 mini dog can thingos.. that one meal thing.

Oh there's still more to blog about. YUP my dad has 100% agreed to let me have piano lessons, also getting my hands on a digital piano myself.. and my parents will probably help me pay for the piano.. but now I just need to make up my mind, and I need other peoples opinions.
Mrs. Fante's lessons : 30mins for $30.
Janelle's piano teacher: 45mins for $30.

star search was enjoyable. It was too cold for my liking. I'm not gonna say much cause I'm in a bad mood. So if you guys want to know more about it, maybe libby can post some stuff here =]

Why am I in a bad mood?

I'm SICK. Bloody hell that always happens after an event! My nose is blocked, my throat hurts for unknown reasons, I hae the worse stomach ache ever (it started yesterday) and Im friggin cold.. man.. i was slowly getting better and now i started coughing so much my stomach hurts so bad and i run out of air =='

So yea.. stayed home today.. my dad told me to, my mum wasn't happy. But now im banned from entering myself in stuff like starsearch (good thing it was my last chance anyways lol) but yea.. Not allowed at ALL. BUT because of that.. my dad agreed on getting me a digital piano and getting lessons *grins*

I'll just tell you some stuff bout my performance.. it went fairly well. I made a mistake (as predicted) it was too obvious because it was like a gap.. even my dad noticed lol. Well.. as i walked out, my heart was POUNDING. I sat down.. my insides were shaking, and I look at Angela, and she was ready. SO i started.. omg.. together with the piano.. my heart was doubling its laps lol. I wanted to close my eyes.. to make it easier.. cause that what i do at home, but i was too scared that even if i close my eyes my fingers would slip.. so... i changed my view, from the keys, to the piano top, to the piano's insides, and to angela, and into space lol. My foot slipped once. I swore in my head :L it ended, not too badly too. walked backstage and we chatted bout that. I seriously regretted cancelling my solo now. Because.. after my performance.. my beating heart.. being onstage... the thrill.. it was exciting! lol it felt.. awesome afterwards your act seriously.. and i feel like i just wanna be out there again, but unfortunately wont happen, and probably never again xD

Star Search Practice

Mmm.. first day.. was.. AWESOME!!

OMG.. Roe's dancing was SIMPLY THE BEST! Man if you guys are coming, get ready for good entertainment lol. There.. maybe one... that well.. is OKAY.. but.. mmm.. yea..

ANYWAYS.. omg.. there's one vocalist that'll blow your brains away, she's TOTALLY TALENTED! As well as Angela xD

omg omg.. its a grand piano!!!! I've never seen one in real life.. and Now i get to play on it!! I was dreading that I had to use our electric piano.. but the teacher lets!! Its awweeeesome!!!! I .. just LOVE it lol. The first practice with Angela went really well.. but the second time.. I dunno what happened .. I just FORGOT where my fingers went.. and it sounded sooo OOFF lool. oh wells.. that was only because I tried not to keep my eyes 100% on the keys lol.

I'm sooo tired.. I have 3 hospo assignments due on wednesday.. and I'm worried about maths, pe and religion for half yearlies =[

Well.. goodluck everyone for studying!!!

If you obey all the rules, you miss all the fun.
-- Katharine Hepburn

-sigh- im pretty upset about the upcoming week. I'm only at school for 2 days..

On Monday and Tuesday I'm at mounties for preparation of starsearch, and on Friday I have the biology excursion. To make it more upsetting.. I have PDHPE all week! As in.. I'm missing out 3 classes!!! And there's ALOT to cover for pe, not to mention we're doing the bones and muscles part! The next topic that I'm actually interested in!! -sobs-

Also, I can't stop thinking about what that year 7 girl said about  2 people in the group. It drives me insane whenever that happens, and I can't stop it.. because when I'm thinking about my group, or anything that someone those 2 people are connected to.. it just comes and I get so fustrated =='

For starsearch, My dad, mum, and brothers are going. My grandma isn't because she thinks its stupid lol. Also, my mum is bringing along a 19yr guy that came over from Vietnam, and all he's been doing is studying. And my mum wants us (including my brother) to become friends with him lol.
                  To those that I have told them.. and only those may understand what im talking about:
                                               he's the one my mum was talking about lol